i can't believe how wonderful eric is to me. he came back into this marriage fully committed. he's always doing little things to show he cares. he is constantly telling me he loves me and how much he appreciates me. today i came home to a shiny silver gift bag on the bed. he said it's my "special friday prize!. lol it had super fuzzy soft pink plaid pj pants that tie at the waist with a satin pink ribbon, a cosmopolitan (the magazine), a fluffy pink sleep mask and some achy leg and feet gel. amazing goodie bag! heehee! so sweet!!!! i love feeling so loved.

i think i'm going to order my bridesmaid dress tomorrow! i think shoes are almost decided upon. and hair pieces are being worked out. :) casey and ginny and i have been back and forth and round and round on details. and stuff IS getting decided!!! yay!!!!

the last 2 days have been wedding wedding wedding!!!!! some good. some WHOA. johnny and elena have decided to get married. they are talking about april of 2012. she mentioned hurrying up and doing it before boot camp (this may) and i had a melt down. but crisis averted! they are going to wait. johnny needs to finish school and she needs to get through boot camp first.

i want a vacation. heehee. for real.