so i'm still working hard on being happy and positive! it can be hard sometimes. casey just keeps telling em to find the positive in anything...no matter how bad the situation is. and it's funny... because now, no matter what's happening, i'm looking for something good in it. it an't easy sometimes, but it makes me feel better!!

this week has been so trying. money is just disappearing left and right. we have like nothing in the bank right now. got to find money to pay taxes and pay off our cruises. (IDK where we're going to get spending money for ON the cruise! lol) jackson is having health AND dental problems. it's been non stop with him. He has an allergist appointment coming up. then all four wisdom teeth are getting cut out. then another doctor's appointment. and bless his heart he's carrying all A's right now still. not sure how.

johnny and jackson's dad is leaving on a government contracting job over in the middle east. that's kind of weird. i thought the boys would have more to say about that situation. but they don't. *shrugs*

this week has been rough. i can't wait for the weekend!!! eric and i are celebrating valentine's day in a hotel room in downtown savannah...away from everyone at home. whoo hoo!!! couples time!!!!!!!!!! lol sorry to seem so excited... BUT I AM. :) heehee!!! wish it wasn't cold. i have a one shouldered cute dress i wanted to wear. but the weather SUCKS. i'm SO ready for summer. SO ready.

i took my first Tai Chi class tuesday night. i love it! going back next week. trying a pilates class saturday morning. and trying belly dancing monday night! fun stuffs. maybe i can drop some pounds and enjoy doing it! lol

if it wasn't for money problems i'd be all rainbows and glitter. i swear. LOL that's the biggest problem i have. but it'll all work out one way or another. the money will either be there to take care of mema and hang onto the house/land...or it won't. and that's my outlook on it from here on out. i'm not stressing myself to death about it. no more! NO MORE!!!!! everything is running along status quo right now anyway. so don't rock the boat, don't rock the boat baby!!! the land taxes are paid. that's good. just got to worry about taxes. boo taxes. i've got an accountant friend who's going to help us wade through ours/mema's this year. and that makes me feel tons better about it all.

johnny is taking midterms this week. already? wow!!!

pammie is non stop studying for her CA pharmacy boards. then she's leaving us! LUCKY!!!! i'm so happy for her!!!!!!!

maddox is coming soon for a visit! YIPPEE!!!!!!!

i'm rambling. Need to work. have therapy this afternoon. got to get my stuffs done!

chin up! got to get my smile on!!!!!!!!!! :)