is DISGUSTED with myself. this morning i put on a pair of pants for work...they are the biggest pair of pants i own...they usually hang on my hips...well, they barely buttoned. i SUCK.

i make excuses all the time about not having enough time in the day to work out too. either i'm going to have to stay up later or get up earlier. i HAVE to. damn. i don't get enough sleep as it is. PHOOEY at me.

why is it so hard to get in and stay in shape??? :(