i'm sitting here thinking...about everything...and if it wasn't for money stress i'd pretty much have no stress at all. i'm so happy with my life right now. :) honestly. i have no idea what the future holds...and i'm kind of excited about the possible changes. i'm scared too. johnny turns 18 this week. wow. that makes me sad. happy for him. sad for me. jackson will soon be driving. big life changes. big big.

eric is happy with his job right now. he's a whole different person. that's nice too. :)

my stupid back is ruining my peaceful daydreaming. i'm gonna lay down.