wow. i lost my head a little while ago. bad. i was so mad i could see red. i could feel my blood practically boiling. i HATE being accused of something i didn't do. omg i hate it. and i hate stupid bitches who are nothing but drama. i never understood why he would insist on being her fiend when it bothered me so much. it hurt me so bad to have my feelings pushed aside. but today he made up for that. she started her bullshit again. she told her lies. she brought her drama. and although he believed her at first...as soon as i said it was all lies...he said he believed me and that he wouldn't talk to her anymore. thank you, honey. i appreciate that. a lot. maybe i can finally shut this door now. ugh.

i feel respected and loved right now. and that's a good feeling.