communication is an amazing thing. wow. who knew?

what does not kill us makes us stronger. i finally believe that saying. truth.

other than the money situation with mema's care...i totally feel so in charge of my life right now. completely. but at the same time so relaxed. i just feel...ok with everything. and it feels good.

i LOVE that eric has totally discovered Beatles's music. lol...side bar.

tomorrow i got back to work. first real day starting after my life got turned upside down. things are going to be rough and in a mess. but i have to get back. hope it goes well.

johnny is applying to savannah tech this week. we filled out his FAFSA this weekend. so weird. i'm proud...but wish he wasn't this old yet!!!!!!

we had a hell of a time in waycross friday night at gary's going away party. best time out eric and i have had together in a long time. no stress and strain. lol just a whole lot of fun. crazy that gary leaves this week for navy boot camp.

it's so funny how different i feel on my meds. much calmer. lol i guess that's the point though.

i go to new york on thursday. i can't believe i'm making this trip by myself!!! but i am! and i'm excited!!!! ali and jen are going to take good care of me!!!

baked a cake. got to shower. got a bbq to go to at one of eric's teacher friend's houses. yep. he's including me in "his world". lots of things are different. and i like it. got to shower and get ready.

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